Topic: Poetry
I feel as though tomorrow is so far way,
though it is already here.
And yesterday was ages ago,
but it's only been a few hours.
Months have passed since I heard your voice,
I wish it sounded the same.
Years have gone by since I was held in your arms,
if only your warmth wasn't so far away...
I've missed you.
I've thought about you.
I haven't forgotten the way you smile,
though your smile is such a mystery now.
Nor have I forgotten the way your jacket smelt,
though I have not been that close to you for so long.
You're the only one I'll let in without question,
yet you're the only one who doesn't take advantage of it.
Shhh, they're not watching,
their cameras are all broken.
So let go for once,
and act like you care.
I know the one I've defended all these years,
is somewhere inside there.
Please don't crush me,
for I've been waiting for so long.
And all these tears inside me,
are waiting for everything to go wrong.
I know you haven't missed me,
or I will doubt it if you claim.
And every time I speak of you,
I feel as though it's all a game.
A twisted game of confusion,
where I still don't know what side I'm on.
I hear stories of the past,
and remember times that no one else seems to.
It makes me wonder if any of it is true,
or if my life is made of lies.
Things I am sent to fall back on,
then fall through like a hole in the floor.
Our conversations were never too long,
never too interesting,
never too joyous.
I wish I knew you,
but all I know is a name, a picture, and a memory.
I still wonder if it's fiction,
or if it's reality.
Though either way I'm holding on for dear life
Because no matter how frail the rope is getting,
and how close it is to breaking...